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I'm determined
to cry myself dry
to cry until my eyeballs
crack apart like desert sand
until my chest is too empty
to hurt
I'm determined
to not need anybody
to meet loneliness with stoic
apathy, to keep telling myself
words that have lost all
meaning
I'm determined
to keep crying
until I've washed you out
of my system entirely;
it can be done, I'm sure
and if I have to tear myself
up and apart first
then so be it
then so fucking be it
let me destroy myself
to destroy the hold you have over me;
the greatest betrayal is
when you give someone
power to hurt you -
to really hurt you, to twist the knife
six times without touching you -
and they use it
they use it
watching as blood blubbers
between your lip
I'm determined
to never tell you
just how much this hurt me
just how much you hurt me
I gave you this power;
I shouldn't have
I'm determined
to fake a smile
while you walk out
of my life; I owe you thanks
for showing me how little
we mean to you
I'm determined
to never give you
any power
again
to cry myself dry
to cry until my eyeballs
crack apart like desert sand
until my chest is too empty
to hurt
I'm determined
to not need anybody
to meet loneliness with stoic
apathy, to keep telling myself
words that have lost all
meaning
"it'll be fine"
I'm determined
to keep crying
until I've washed you out
of my system entirely;
it can be done, I'm sure
and if I have to tear myself
up and apart first
then so be it
then so fucking be it
let me destroy myself
to destroy the hold you have over me;
the greatest betrayal is
when you give someone
power to hurt you -
to really hurt you, to twist the knife
six times without touching you -
and they use it
they use it
watching as blood blubbers
between your lip
I'm determined
to never tell you
just how much this hurt me
just how much you hurt me
I gave you this power;
I shouldn't have
I'm determined
to fake a smile
while you walk out
of my life; I owe you thanks
for showing me how little
we mean to you
I'm determined
to never give you
any power
again
Literature
With You Without You (NaPo24 #14)
I let myself in, Took off my shoes, And tip-toed to your room Where I laid down With a s i g h Of delightful satisfaction, Breathing you in Off the threads Of your pillow And stretching my toes Like cat beans Under your sheets. This room intoxicates me so much I'll have to stay lying down, Dreaming of holding you, As I couldn't possibly Drive away. Please don't ever Drive me away.
Literature
Those Whom We Have Lost (Poem)
Those Whom We Have Lost By J.C. Solis To those whom we lost over these past years Their deaths now confirming our darkest fears Those gone who only remain in our past To the good times We thought would always last But sad is the life that sees this too late That Our loss of those close is up to fate And the lives no longer with us are free Of mortal coils that bring us to our knees So may they be at peace where they are now And may their stories told serve as reason how To live life and to cherish what We own So that We won’t always feel so alone These are the lives of Those Whom We Have Lost For their loved one’s sake, they paid a high cost…
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